all pictures credited to LOOKBOOK

looking at beautiful clothes brightens my day and these are just a fraction of my favourites. speaking of clothes, i can't wait to finally wear all the new clothes that have been rotting in my wardrobe!

recess week's in just a couple of days! love that it's coming, hate that it's eating up my precious public holiday, not one, but two days. nus does it again. last semester, it ate up one day, this semester, it upped its ante and went for two. hopefully this won't happen again!

no idea what's with my incoherent sentences, it's been happening alot lately. anyway, i'm still waiting for my fieldwork idea to miraculously appear in my head. waiting, waiting, waiting, arghh this is such a long wait.

week 4 marks the beginning of even week soci tutorial, for which i am so thankful that i chose even week instead of odd! i would probably be pulling my hair out if i had mine on odd weeks cuz it means that my fieldwork proposal and group presentation would be due in a couple of days. 300 words is nothing, it's the idea behind that 300 words that's hell for me. till now, i haven't got the faintest idea of what i'm going to choose to work on. i've only got till the end of recess week to work this out!

oh, up till now, i've yet to skip any lectures! awesome improvement from last semester, given that i started skipping from week 3 previously but it's also partly cuz it doesn't exactly help to shorten my timetable this time. rahhh and my mind usually drifts far far away most of the time, so my presence in lectures doesn't really count for anything other than reducing the guilt in me!

and i love how amusing it is to see people's reactions when i say that i'm majoring in econs. i started out being totally startled by their widened eyes, horrified facial expressions, shrieking "OOOOOHMYGODDDDD, ECONS?!", but having gotten used to it, it actually gets really really amusing. i should induce such reactions more often, it's seriously damn fun.

after missing in action in my life for probably two years, the gastric monster attacked today. it sure was a master at choosing the time and location, early in the morning at eight plus on my way to school. to make it worse, the pain was intermittent. if only i were at home, in the comforts of my bed, i could probably sleep the pain off, but not today, not on a bus.

on the bright side, thankfully i wasn't on a train, standing and squashed. i kinda deserved it though, having really horrible meal times on school days-first meal near 7pm sometimes and then a heavy supper near midnight. nonetheless, i hope it's gone for good and i ought to stuff my bag with snacks to munch on during lectures!

i've scraped through two weeks of school thus far and this is already the third week, which means tutorials are here. much as i dislike lectures, i loathe tutorials way much more and especially the participation component. participation gives away marks to some, but i give away the very same marks cuz i prefer sitting down and shutting my mouth instead of asking questions for the sake of marks alone. maybe i should learn to open my mouth and discuss spontaneously more often during tutorials.

relative to the previous semester, this semester is much more hectic. i am totally clueless of what's going on for macroecons, and it's only two lectures. the same goes for my elective, toss coin, randomness, blah blah blah, i get none of it at all. how am i suppose to survive the remaining weeks? i do hope to gain some enlightenment soon enough since midterms are drawing near.

oh well, i can never finish ranting on the topic of school. shall attempt the impossible macroecons tutorial now.

it is often that people say things will work out in the end, but when exactly is the end? i need, and i want, to get to the end, pronto, despite not knowing what the end may turn out to be. good or bad, so be it, i just need to get there quick.